I have not written down my prayers for a couple of days already. It is because I didn’t want to and I was too lazy. I know that it was the wrong thing to do and it was a terrible reason. Please forgive me. I know that You are a merciful God. I know that You forgive and still answer the prayers of people who sin. Please let that be the case with us today. Forgive my sins, cleanse me completely, renew my spirit of righteousness, and answer my prayer.
I pray for my baby Annabel’s birth. I know that it is in Your hands. I trust You, yet I still ask You from the best of my knowledge. I don’t know when the baby is going to be born. I don’t know how it happens. It is a mystery to me. But I do know that the time to give birth is near. I know that is is not good to go past the due date. I know that complications can arise when a women does not give birth close to her due date. Therefore I pray to You God. Please find it in Your will to let Nastia give birth today!. Today is August 13, and her latest due date was August 12. Please dear Lord, hear my prayer, and let Nastia go into labor today! Please! I don’t care about my job cancellation and the discomfort it cause me and others, but I care for the baby to come out at the right time. Please!
As I reflect on the past few days I realize that my relationship with You was not very good. I realize that I, yes I sinned against You simply by ignoring You. O God Most Merciful, please forgive me. Please cleanse me and please prepare me to be a better Christian. I was upset about my website not making enough money! Why! Why did I get so attached to earthly things! Forgive me Lord. Let me not dwell so deeply on little things. Things that have no meaning in my spiritual life except as a trail to strengthen my faith. I don’t want to be obsessed by anything but You and the work I do for the Kingdom. For Your Kingdom.
I have faith In Your Answers to my prayers. Yes I have little faith, but I know who to go to when there is a need. I know who to put my trust into. It is not things of this world. Nor is it advice from google. Nor is it any sort of knowledge that the world can provide me. I know that I can only run to You. I can only run and find refuge in You. I find the answer to my prayers in You. And Therefore I pray for Nastia. I pray for the baby Annabel. I ask You to make that birth happen today. I ask with faith. Please allow Nastia to give birth today.
With all the faith that I have, I give her up into Your Hands.
Let me walk in faith before You,
Let me have a good relationship with You,
Let me hear Your voice and see Your hand,
In Your lovely name I pray,